last post was one of hope and a plan for eating right success. Sadly, it came to a crashing end at dinner. The inner beast devoured two breadsticks, steak stromboli, fries and then moved on to twizzlers, popcorn and half a pack of m & m's. What the hell have I done?!?!? My theory is a combination of first restaurant since new way of eating so my mind just fell back to old habits. There is also the stress of my 11 year old daughter sitting inches from this 13 year old boy who just brought her a carnation. Yes we were there too along with his parents having this whole family get together BS, but still it's my girl...my angel...my little Chloe. There I sit, the only one who seems to give shit that she is still in elementary school and two years from being a teenager and should not be in an arranged date!!!!! OK, guess I figured out the trigger for my gorging tonight. I will deal with my other issue else where. This is my weight loss adventure blog, not my I can't deal with my daughter getting older and I have no control in any decisions blog.
I'm done for the night. It's got to be better tomorrow. On tap for tomorrow is sleeping in, shopping with the family (ok, mostly just looking) and buying a watermelon. My new favorite food to keep me on track yet taste great is watermelon. Only 50 calories for a cup and tons of health benefits. Tomorrow night I am attempting a reduced calorie version of chicken curry. Last attempt at it ended with burnt mouths and flaming bungholes. I will chill it down a notch. Going to for sure get a walk in and fulfill my rule to get 30-60 minutes of exercise. Lastly, I'm gonna work on the book I am writing making fun of people that annoy me at work. It will never see the light of day and I'm sure it is the worst written thing out there, but it is a good outlet when I get stressed or frustrated. One day someone may read this...so to that person I bid you goodnight.
todays caloric intake 2500 (apprxmtly) Today is new day, I will right the ship!
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