Afternoon at the lake

Went swimming with the family at the lake today. Stayed about 3 hours and got a good belly/chest burn. When we got home, I fired up the grill and put some chicken and veggies on it. I have a killer sweet tooth but am fighting temptation to eat ice cream and snacking on animal crackers instead. I didn't feel like blogging last night and really don't feel like it now but I know me staying on track depends on it. I am still stressed and can't shake the dreary feeling that Crystal's paycut has caused. I look everyday for either a higher paying job for her or a decent PT job for me/her. I really do not want to take a $7.25 hour job part time due to by the time taxes are taken and the fact I will only be able to work about 20 hours a week, I would have very little money for my time. I am still confident we will get through this, but I need it to hurry and get better before we lose something. It's not just the bills and fun money that are hurting, but the stress it is putting on me and Crystal is not good for the marriage. We have been through many bad things so I am not worried about us, but I also hate the constant bad moods that a lack of money causes. Nothing else to say.